Gosh, I've never been so bored/ depressed in all of forever. I don't even know why anymore. Well, I might but maybe I don't want to acknowledge it? I don't know. I like think of something that makes me sad, I'll smile then break down and start crying. Tell me there's nothing wrong with that, please? I'm probably just being an angsty teenager, right?
But hey, at least I can smile at school now :]
I was painting last night, started at like five or something then finished at like ten. So five hours, maybe? Something like that. Anyways, I stayed up til three in the morning just staring at it and wondering why I hadn't completely drowned the wo